4.25.2006

article | John Stuart Mill

Here's the best article I read today:
"Mill wrote a famous essay called "Utilitarianism," but he ended up not as a proselytiser on behalf of the utilitarian principle of "the greatest happiness of the greatest number" but as the most eloquent advocate of human freedom ever to write in the English language. Mill was a second-rate utilitarian, but a first-rate liberal. He retained many of his father's and Bentham's views about psychology, especially that the avoidance of pain and seeking of pleasure were the primary human springs for action. But he never saw happiness as more important than freedom—an important consideration today..." [1]
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[1] From Richard Reeves' article "John Stuart Mill" in Prospect (May 2006).

4.23.2006

quote | Faith and Love

"...we have no genuine faith in existence itself and do not understand how to sustain anything like it for ourselves. This faith in providence excuses nothing, and it is not an escape that will allow me to be finished with myself in an easy way.

Only such faith — which as faith in the other is love — can really accept the "other" completely. When I say my joy in you is great and growing, that means I also have faith in everything that is your story. I am not erecting an ideal — still less would I ever be tempted to educate you, or anything resembling that. Rather, you — just as you are and will remain with your story — that's how I love you. Only then is love strong for the future, and not just a moment's fleeting pleasure — only then is the potential of the other also moved and strengthened for the crises and struggles that never fail to arise. But such faith is also kept from misusing the other's trust in love. Love that can be happy into the future has taken root."

—Martin Heidegger, June 22, 1925.

life | Happy Birthday to AYT

America's Young Theologian turns 29 years old today.

4.20.2006

music | Discuss a Song: The Flaming Lips' "Goin' On"

See: Discuss a Song : Week 1

You know the rules: AYT selects a song he loves, you listen, you comment on the song. Simple enough...I do mean simple. Musical intimidation factor of 1. "Like it," "It's a bit too slow at times," "Down with The Flaming Lips!," are all fine responses. I just want to know what my friends think of the music to which I'm listening. If you want to participate, but don't want to shell out $.99, email me.

The album (released April 4) has gotten pretty good reviews, hell, I even found a positive review in Esquire of all places which writes:
"And with nods to both the majesty of Pink Floyd and the grit of Black Sabbath, the Lips have finally given us a record that lives up to the psychedelic spirit and unbridled energy of their furry-wearing, ball-bouncing, anything-goes stage show."
This week's single:


Goin' On
by The Flaming Lips

misc | $40,000? For a Tire?

See the story, Big Tires in Short Supply, in the NYTimes. I'd get some satisfaction from seeing one of these things drive over a Hummer or two.

4.17.2006

blog | A New Look...

This is the first major redesign of America's Young Theologian. Any thoughts or difficulties?

4.16.2006

poem | Easter





When on Easter the Sun Doesn't Shine*


Awake, alone, in white wrapped
and so my day begins, but
through the windows, through our pains,
a world wound in grayer skins

Jesus and I used to talk
about the strangest things, and
a particular Easter dialogue in my memory rings

Few admit the horrors, the loneliness,
the darkness of Easter morn
Birthed at night as Christ was and in a manger lain,
no better was resurrection being in a hollow reborn

Often it is mistakenly assumed that the angels
waited eagerly to strike up the band
when no such angelic festivities had in fact been planned

Jesus, as he tells it, arose in the same
manner as he died--thirsty and alone
No less a nightmare then than now
to find oneself in a tomb unknown

Though God may not or so it is said,
disciples and angels sometime sleep
exhausted by a triduum’s weep

And so Jesus sat unseeing, unseen
in the black at dawn
A rolling stone anxiously at rest
waiting for the darkness, the stone, to be withdrawn

Celebration to be sure is the day's mood
But when on Easter the sun doesn't shine,
Jesus recalls the Light sitting in
darkness and knows they intertwine


--Daniel R. Morehead


*I've recently thought about what it'd be like to celebrate Easter in the southern hemisphere at a time when everything is dying. That thought reminded me of this poem I wrote last year.

4.14.2006

article | Theocons and Theocrats

by KEVIN PHILLIPS
These are divisive issues, and they divide both parties, but survey data suggest that they divide the Republicans somewhat more than the Democrats. True, liberals were front and center in trying to shrink the role of religion in the public square, and they have paid the price. However, the more important confrontation is now within the GOP, as the essential tensions shift from the unpopular derogation of religion so prevalent decades ago to the theologization and theocratic excesses of the conservative countertide.
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article | Message Understood?

Some people complain about academic jargon. If by jargon we mean pretentious language and vague speech, then the complaint has merit. However, if by jargon we mean the use of a specialized language, then things are less clear. Many of the complaints I hear are directed towards those whom others view as pretentious. That makes some sense, after all pretention and bullshit are cousins. Pretention occurs when one claims a position of distinction or merit, especially when unjustified. Should young academics continue using jargon? No and yes, but mostly yes. No, since using jargon may be less precise than having to do the work of spelling something out. Indeed, no, if the use of jargon is to make others believe one knows what one is talking about when one doesn't. No, since a very small number of people in the world are academics who will understand. But, as long as one will continue to do the work to flesh out what one means, to readily admit what one understands and doesn't, and can appreciate who constitutes an appropriate audience, then the jargon should continue. Why? Well, a specialized or technical language has its specialized place and advances the specialized goals of those engaged the language. To this end, even though a student may not totally understand the jargon he or she is using, it is important to participate in the craft of coming to speak rightly. We babble until we learn to speak. That should just be accepted. Until one learns to speak rightly, however, one needs a good dose of humility. That, of course, is the challenge, since the academy doesn't always do a good job of rewarding intellectual humility. In the end, humble jargon-users go much further in the academy than pretentious bullshiters.

These comments were spurred by Michael McCarthy's article in the Guardian, where he writes that jargon can leave:
...non-experts gasping for breath, as in "Deconstruction's relentless questioning of the authority of perception and thought discovers the heterogeneous conditions of significance, the conditions of both theoretical coherence and deconstructive play." Critical theorists probably find this subject-verb-object sentence child's play. For the rest of us, there are too many files to unzip.

The problems start when we read it as a non-expert. But the same applies to all specialist areas. Gardening, photography, DIY, all have specialist terminology to enable precise, economical reference. So, as long as academics don't write like that when addressing lay audiences, we can accept their condensed grammar as a kind of in-group code. But they should write plainly when addressing non-specialists.
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Message Understood?: Convoluted academic language is OK for the initiated, but the rest of us need plain English
by Michael McCarthy, who is emeritus professor of applied linguistics at the University of Nottingham, and co-author with Ronald Carter of the Cambridge Grammar of English.

4.12.2006

life | District to Durham

A day in the life of America's Young Theologian.
Tales of premium beef jerky, parking illegally, sports scandal, jello shots, carnival rides, the beginnings of a career as an art dealer, a conversation with America's "Best" Theologian, darts, a 21st birthday, and a life lesson: Sometimes life moves too fast to take a picture.
Human beings are interesting creatures. We make patterns out of a few data points or take something to be common when in reality it's only a highly noticeable but infrequent occurrence. AYT has wonderful friends and began to blog with the statement:
I blog because I'm on the move and grieve the loss of the presence of those I love. Hopefully, this blog (even more impersonal than email because it lacks a specific audience) will both give you a window onto the road which my feet trod and remind you--through its sterility, lack of texture, and lack of presence--that eye contact matters.
Some of AYT's friends characterize him as intense, Kerouacian, or impervious to fatigue. This is, however, only partially true. When this blog began, AYT's friend Reno promised the world "many challenging ideas and dark stories of karaoke and...dancing in the days to come." It's a reputation which has its genesis in a grin which asks the world to come along and then politely requests that the world try to keep up. This description, however, has the stale aroma of an under-developed, one-sided, literary character . The truth is that more often than not, AYT is found in solitude--reading, wondering, writing, lost in prayer or poetry, or trying to get fingers to cooperate on the steel strings of a new guitar. These are the times when potential energy increases and then, by whatever external force it may be, AYT is set in motion.

AYT had to go to Richmond, VA, just south of the river, to pick up some artwork. AYT, the tightly wound coil, is sprung. A car is borrowed, a key thrust into the ignition, and AYT slices through the expected congestion of his bureaucratic town. The roadtrip may be AYT's ideal mode-of-being-in-the-world. It is both resting and active. The gap between friends are closed, if only for a short time. One joins a world on the move where not a single person is home.

The artwork, having been painted by AYT's housemates, has been showcased at the gallery at Positive Vibe (the video is worth watching), many pieces have sold, but the remainder need to find their way back to D.C. Fifteen minutes outside of Richmond, AYT phones a friend in Durham, NC to see what the afternoon looks like. Free? Yes. With that, the trip immediately doubles in length and charts a southern course to North Carolina.

Before leaving Richmond, AYT leaves a message on the answering machine of friend and mentor, Stanley Hauerwas. A snack (if premium beef jerky is in fact a food), a quart of oil for the steed, and AYT is back on the highway.

The road slides beneath the car while inside a cell phone rings. AYT has gotten used to short telephone conversations with Dr. Hauerwas. "Hi, Dan. This is Stanley. Yeah, well, I have something at four, so would 3:30 work? Okay, see you then."

If one was to rank things in order of ease of finding them on a college campus, beer would probably be near the top of the list and parking would be near the bottom. AYT takes the car up Chapel Drive to show off to his traveling companion the beautiful gateway to Duke University's gothic west campus. It's 3:15pm. Not a problem, right? Perhaps, however, the already sparse visitor parking at Duke is diminished further by a swarm of media trucks covering a certain highly publicized sports scandal. There will be no parking at the Bryan Center. See, sports scandals hurt everyone!

In the spring of 2005, AYT, no longer a full-time student at Duke, became adept at illegally parking on campus, a skill which he now employs. A gate is manually lifted and the car is stashed in one of the green zone lots. A brisk walk through the gothic wonderland and up to Stanley's office. AYT introduces Jill, who also works with L'Arche and otherwise is a wonderful traveling companion. Stanley and Dan discuss a book project about L'Arche on which AYT is working. Dr. Hauerwas provides some insights and some names to contact. The two discuss future plans, family, and mutual friends.

(AYT should have had his camera ready in order to be able to share a photo of America's Young Theologian alongside America's "Best" Theologian...instead, a photo from the archives will have to suffice.)

Then, it's out the door only to bump into Dr. Geoffrey Wainwright. Greetings are exchanged. AYT queries, "How's that friend of yours that they have holed up in the Vatican?" (Geoffrey has long known Cardinal Ratzinger, now, of course, Pope Benedict XVI.) Then it's out into the North Carolina sun to meet a dear friend, whom he has not seen in far too long, on the chapel steps and AYT finds himself missing the campus as well. An hour is shared touring the new library addition, watching the ducks in the Duke gardens, and strolling. As the departure hour nears, AYT happily but unexpectedly bumps into Hans Arneson--a hilarious and brilliant New Testament colleague. The time has come to leave Durham (again).

There is a slight time crunch on the four hour return home. After all, Jill and AYT have a community member who is turning twenty-one, which requires drinking in solidariry. The two are on the highway by 6:30pm. Halfway home a sparkler-like glow arises on the horizon. A traveling carnival has found a comfortable resting place in the parking lot of the local mall. AYT does not like amusement parks and will be quick to use his stock phrase, "Amusement parks are neither amusing, nor parks," on anyone who suggests attending. Still, he decides to flex his pseudo-white-trash, throw-safety-considerations-to-the-wind muscles and exits the interstate. The ride selected has the word "claw" in its name and is decorated with airbrushed, large-breasted, warrior women. It spins. It goes really high in the sky. Repeatedly. Thankfully, it is then back to the ever so straight highway to D.C.

Arriving home at 11:30p, AYT immediately heads out to a couple bars in Adams Morgan. At the first bar, he drinks two Bombay Sapphire / Half Soda-Half Tonic's and practices his dart game. The next bar is deserted on this Monday night except for the seven that enter together. There are beers to be had, jello shots to suffer, and a jukebox. Everyone knows a jukebox can save an entire day, though this good day was in no need of salvation. The day ends the way so many do in Adams Morgan, with a greasy, early morning Jumbo Slice of pizza. Ladies and Gentlemen, AYT does eventually tire, but for proof of that one would, of course, have to be along for the ride. Two things worth knowing at the end of a long day of travel: there is art in the trunk and there are friends along the way.

4.06.2006

music | The AYT Jukebox - Jan/Feb/March

Here are the 43 albums added to the AYT Jukebox in the last 90 days, a little off my frenetic pace of Nov/Dec:

Well, wait! Before we get to the albums, I have a musical bone to pick with AYT's readers. The first instance of Discuss a Song went well, but the second...?

Albums

Aretha Franklin - The Best of Aretha Franklin [Atlantic]
Azure Ray - Hold on Love
Band of Horses - Everything All the Time
Belle & Sebastian - The Life Pursuit
Bob Dylan - Another Side of Bob Dylan
Bob Dylan - The Freewheelin' Bob Dylan
Cat Power - Moon Pix
Cat Power - The Greatest
Cat Power - What Would the Community Think
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah! - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah!
Daft Punk - Discovery
Dinosaur Jr. - You're Living All Over Me
DJ Shadow - The Private Press
Dressy Bessy - Pink Hearts Yellow Moons
Ella Fitzgerald - Pure Ella
Explosions in the Sky - Earth Is Not a Cold Dead Place
Hem - Eveningland
Hem - Rabbit Songs
Jeffery Tate / Mitsuko Uchida - Mozart Piano Concertos
Johnny Cash - The Essential Johnny Cash
London
Symphony Orchestra - Mendelssohn Symphonies
Low - The Great Destroyer
Low - Things We Lost in the Fire
Low - Trust
M83 - Before the Dawn Heals Us
M83 - Dead Cities, Red Seas and Lost
Miles Davis - Birth of the Cool
Nada Surf - The Weight Is a Gift
Natalia Gutman / Yuri Temirkanov - Shostakovitch: Cello Concertos
Okkervil
River
- Down the River of Golden Dreams
R.E.M. - Green
Rainer Maria - A Better Version of Me
Rainer Maria - Look Now Look Again
Say Hi to Your Mom - Discosadness
Simon & Garfunkle - Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme
The Cure - Greatest Hits
The Shins - Fighting In A Sack
Thievery Corporation - Sounds From the Thievery Hi-Fi
Uncle Tupelo - Anodyne
Vitalic - OK Cowboy
Woody Guthrie - The Very Best Of Woody Guthrie
Yo La Tengo - I Can Hear the Heart Beating as One

Albums in Bold are especially beloved.

One could say that there's no Dylan without Woody Guthrie, so I decided that I had to listen to Woody. I find Say Hi to Your Mom to be a little weak musically and the lyrics aren't exactly poetic, but the lyrics make me laugh. I like Band of Horses, but love the new Belle & Sebastian album! I went with a fabulous group of five friends to see the Belle & Sebastian / The New Pornographers concert when it rolled through D.C. at the beginning of March.


(everyone sporting their 9:30 Club stamps the next morning)

I would have like to hear the NP's do "Stacked Crooked" during the show, but the charming Kathryn Calder's voice was weak due to illness. Belle & Sebastian opened with "Dress Up in You" my favorite song off of The Life Pursuit and worked in "Get Me Away from Here I'm Dying," so I left a happy camper. Here's a good review of the show (if you're interested in hearing more about it). Still like Okkervil River and added the only album my collection was missing.

Lastly, I'm still championing Last.fm, so if you are reading this and you use any common music utility (iTunes, etc.), then for God's sake, get on over to Last.fm. It tracks your tracks and gives your friends a chance to see what tunes you're spinning. Case in point, here's my Last.fm page.

article | The Left Needs More Socialism

The most interesting article I read today was Ronald Aronson's piece in The Nation entitled "The Left Needs More Socialism."
"Among Americans it has long since become obvious that the left is doomed without a vision, a sense of direction and an effective call to arms. One of the reasons we are having such tough sledding nowadays is that we have been unable to develop our own compelling alternative to those created by the right and the center over the past generation and embodied in the politics of George W. Bush and Bill Clinton. We need to point to a clearly different direction from the one in which the United States and the world are heading. We need to spell out a historical diagnosis and project, a strategy and tactics, and root these in widely shared ultimate values."
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I'm not sure what I think of Aronson's premise, but found it worth a midday read.

4.03.2006

theology | Count Your Pennies

"...but she out of her poverty put in all that she had, her whole livelihood." Mark 12.44

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Other Posts about L'Arche:
July 2005 | "...And what we did, we did together in Jesus' name."
Jan. 2006 | A Painting on My Wall...
Jan. 2006 | Masquerading as a Fox (in the Fox's Hole)




There are days that we anticipate eagerly. Birthdays, holidays, the day a mother can finally hold a child, reunions, events. There are days that others anticipate so much that we look forward to them ourselves. Parents who have a child who knows that their birthday is near will agree that sometimes this shared anticipation is empathy, participating in another person's excitement; sometimes it's a desire for relief from the other person's excitement.

In our L'Arche community, those of us who are without developmental disabilities are called assistants. The assistants share the day to day responsibility for those things with which our core members may need assistance. Core members are the central members of our community that happen to have more overt needs than the assistants. Beyond that each of the assistants plays the role of a point person for a single core member's less regular activities (tracking finances, travel, shopping, appointments, etc.). In our community this latter set of responsibilities is referred to as accompanying someone. I accompany John, a Cuban man two years older than my own parents.

Everyone has gifts with which they bless our community. One of John's gifts is prayer. John regularly prays for people in the middle of conversation. If you're neither up on your Spanish nor familiar with John's manner of speech, you may be lost when your conversation is interrupted as he prays for you, the people of Cuba, and the students at his day program. When he prays before a meal, several long minutes will pass before an assistant prompts, "Y para la comida?"

John also has a deep concern for the poor of the United States, his native Cuba, and any others of whom he may become aware. As a means to address this concern, John collects pennies. If he finds one on the street, he brings it home in a clinched-white fist and places it in his enormous Miller MGD coin bank. His collection of pennies is one of his favorite subjects of conversation (others including: the number of people at his church the previous week, family, and any new students at his day program). He'll often brighten when recounting how he came across five pennies that day. Members and friends of our community know this well and will often bring a small bag of pennies when they visit, some for John, some for Eileen.

His bank was getting full and I asked John if he wanted to stay home from his day program so that he could join me on the house's weekly grocery shopping trip, since the grocery store has a coin counting machine. John had been talking for months about how he was going to take his pennies to his bank where the bank manager would exclaim, "Wow." The bank, however, wanted us to roll all of the pennies, so we planned our grocery run instead.

For the next week, John talked with great anticipation about what was going to happen that next Thursday, so much so that I felt like the parent on the long car trip who hears, "Are we there yet?," five hundred times. I was happy for John, but relieved when the day came.

We climbed into the van. John glanced, both repeatedly and with a sense of pride, at his accomplishment that sat like a stowed anchor between the driver and passenger seat. When we got to the grocery I managed to carry his sixty-four pound piggy bank to the store at which point it was transferred to a shopping cart.

Then the pouring began. Initially, the bottle was too heavy for John to lift so I helped:



Then it became a joint venture:


(AYT and John)
Then John took over:



Then we took the receipt over to the customer service counter. The receipt totaled the number of coins. It read: 8,997 pennies, 407 nickels, 527 dimes, 165 quarters, 1 fifty cent piece, and 3 dollar coins.



John retrieved the paper equivalent (his "billetes") to his coinage and counted them with great joy and seriousness.



We still had to shop for groceries and John asked if it would be okay if he bought a case of Coke for the other students at his day program. That was his first expenditure with the money he'd been collecting for well over a year. He has talked about donating the rest to one of the L'Arche communities in Mexico, which lack the financial resources of the communities in the U.S. John regularly gives out of his relative poverty, putting in all that he has, his whole livelihood. I was relieved that the incessantly talked about day had finally come and at the same time I was glad to witness his generous example and participate in his joy.



What will we do with our pennies?